Feeling: hung over
Whats Going On:
Feel in fairly bad shape today. I shouldn't have drank and taken so many of my lorazepam, it was a big crowd last nite. I had 3 shots of liquid coke, 2 long island ice teas, and 2 atomic drops but with a different name. But I had so much fun!!! Frazer was a no show once again but he had to go to the hospital cuz he hurt his shoulder at work. So hopefully next saturday he will grace us with his presence lol. Before we went to the Zem me, Johnny and Antonio saw Jarhead. Johnny and I were disappointed because we knew it was about psychological drama in war but there wasn't enough drama. I was trying not to fall asleep but that could also b because I took lorazepam earlier. After that we went to Kelseys as usual on saturdays then went to the Zemra.
Next wednesday is my date with Adrian and I cannot wait. We both pretty much like each other so we're just gonna see what happens. Its gonna be such a good week, seeing Adrian and going to the concert the next day. We're going to see Saw 2 and cuddle hehehe.
Also Matty and I are no longer talking cuz of something stupid in his live journal. Only Jayne and I know the truth but he doesn't need to know haha. But ya I got to tell him off which was really nice. He was such an attention whore and emotional slut.
The other day I was at Justins and Jamie was there about to go on a date but got stood up which sucked for him. But I was really jealous because I found out he had quit smoking weed and he was like the guy I first met. I wanted to cry. And he deliberately flirted with me on purpose which hurt. And the new girls he's meeting all have big boobs and blonde hair which makes me feel inadequate. I don't feel bad anymore tho just kind of ugly. Hopefully Adrian will make me feel pretty and even happier.
Oh yeah I bought some new bras and it turns out I am now a 36C which never in my life I thought I could reach. I'm so proud of my boobies, go team!
Anyway I'm gonna go get some pics of DFA'79 so I can make t shirts. I'm also gonna make shirts for Johnnys band who asked Justin to play guitar for them. We'll see what happens.
All in all life is good!