Feeling: awesome
Whats Going On:
Last nites concert was so fucking amazing Nine Inch Nails put on an awesome show. The set looked cool and you could just tell Trent Reznor was putting his entire being into it. Everyone in the entire stadium sang Hurt, it was so beautiful. I don't know if it was from the lorazepam or the ppl smoking joints next to me and blowing it in my face, but I felt so beautiful and weightless and I had no inhibitions and just let the music take over. I want to find a place to be able to feel like that again. Queens of the Stone Age were really good but they couldn't be amazing because they were the opening band. I was hoping they would play Feel Good Hit of The Summer and they opened with it! Josh was turning me on with the way he moved his hips. Death From Above 1979 were kind of disappointing. They didn't play Sexy Results like me and Antonio had hoped and they were singing way too fast but it was nice watching Jesse on guitar cuz he's sexy. Oh yeah my tshirt came out beautifully by the way, took pics of it cuz I liked it so much.
Oh yeah about the extra tickets....I now owe Lisa $283. And Antonio isn't making me pay for the ticket he got me, so that was generous of him. We tried scalping them but the other scalpers swarmed us and ripped us off hard core. Not many wanted the internet print outs. So we got $30 for three of the tickets and the last one we gave to a homeless guy we met. He just came up to us and started talking and asked for some small change then talked about music. He thanked us for talking with him because it was moments like that, that made him feel like everyone else because he was so lonely being homeless. So we decided to give him our ticket. He was so happy and thankful and the three of us felt pretty good. It was fun to see him be able to walk through the doors because the security guards seemed to know him and now he was finally allowed in. He was so happy. It was a shame he couldn't sit with us but he was happy anyway.
Fuck it was such an awesome show. I wanted to buy some souveniers but they were over priced like always. My voice is barely there due to so much sreaming, Antonio looked at me quite suprised at the fact I could be so loud. We got home around midnight and pretty much just crashed. I thankfully only have minimal ringing in my ears which shall soon completely disappear. I don't know whats going on tonight. I think I might be seeing Adrian again for a bit. After that I'm going to nonna's with Johnny and Antonio to watch them jam and get drunk. I want to get drunk cuz I'm so happy.
I'm going back to bed cuz I'm still exhausted.