Feeling: frozen
Whats Going On:
The house is absolutely freezing! Its miserable outside and I got soaked waiting for the bus after school. I get home fairly quickly tho which is nice. School is okay, I have to struggle to stay awake but I've made some new friends there so it makes the day go a little faster. It turns out I can pretty much wear whatever the fuck I want so I'm going to return a couple pairs of pants but I'm keeping all my shirts cuz they're so cute. I have to buy a couple books that I'll only be using for a couple weeks which sucks ugly cock. I owe Lisa so much fucking money. I'm totally blowing my ten grand. Speaking of which dads financial advisor is coming back again so I we can decide what I should invest some of my money in. I think I might keep half and invest the other half. Hopefully it should last me until I finish school at the end of june.
Yesterday I visited Justin after school. We actually went to the gym which felt good but I burned like a whopping 100 calories according to the machine and if its right I didn't even burn off the soft drinks I had at lunch. Jamie was there but its not awkward between us at all which is cool. He stayed home and got plastered and I desperately wanted to get drunk again but I had to go to school the next day. I'm drinking way more than I normally do which is good and bad. But it does help me forget about shite. I was pretty tired at 9pm and Justin made me stay cuz we were going to denny's with Liz when she came back from work but she was running a little late. We got there at like 9:30pm and didn't leave until an hour later. I was too lazy to have to take the buses home so I just went home with them and went to school from there. I have so much untapped lust and its becoming unbearble. To the point where I actually wanted to jump Jamie last night. So weird. Dammit Adrian! This is all ur fault!
Nana's coming over today to be with us tomorrow on dads birthday. I'm glad I got his gift nice and early so I didn't have to worry about it. I should start putting Justin & Liz's christmas gift together. I just hope they like it. I think for Lisa's christmas gift I'm gonna get her a magazine subscription and a gift certificate to a spa or something. I have no clue what else to get for her.
Fuck its freezing! I'm gonna go huddle in my bed for warmth.
Yesterday I visited Justin after school. We actually went to the gym which felt good but I burned like a whopping 100 calories according to the machine and if its right I didn't even burn off the soft drinks I had at lunch. Jamie was there but its not awkward between us at all which is cool. He stayed home and got plastered and I desperately wanted to get drunk again but I had to go to school the next day. I'm drinking way more than I normally do which is good and bad. But it does help me forget about shite. I was pretty tired at 9pm and Justin made me stay cuz we were going to denny's with Liz when she came back from work but she was running a little late. We got there at like 9:30pm and didn't leave until an hour later. I was too lazy to have to take the buses home so I just went home with them and went to school from there. I have so much untapped lust and its becoming unbearble. To the point where I actually wanted to jump Jamie last night. So weird. Dammit Adrian! This is all ur fault!
Nana's coming over today to be with us tomorrow on dads birthday. I'm glad I got his gift nice and early so I didn't have to worry about it. I should start putting Justin & Liz's christmas gift together. I just hope they like it. I think for Lisa's christmas gift I'm gonna get her a magazine subscription and a gift certificate to a spa or something. I have no clue what else to get for her.
Fuck its freezing! I'm gonna go huddle in my bed for warmth.