Feeling: depressed
Whats Going On:
I should be ecstatic because I am officially dating Lee. Our anniversary will now be December 2, 2005. Last night was amazing and couldn't have asked for a better night.
Today however I feel so different. We were supposed to spend the entire day together but he got called into work. Then my worrying got the best of me. What if he doesn't really like me? What if he's with another girl? What if he finds a better girl? I guess Matt hurt me even more than I thought. I now have trust issues which I don't need or want. I hate feeling this way, I really do. I'm afraid to ask for the needed reassurance because I don't want to scare him off. I will keep quiet. I will bite my lip and tough it out.
Ugh I feel like shite.