http://aboutagirl.blogdrive.com/ My So Called Life Sat, 03 Dec 2005 21:30:01 PST http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2005. http://aboutagirl.blogdrive.com/archive/351.html Sun, 04 Dec 2005 05:17:09 GMT Listening to: Doesn't Remind Me- Audioslave Feeling: depressed Whats Going On: I should be ecstatic because I am officially dating Lee. Our anniversary will now be December 2, 2005. Last night was amazing and couldn't have asked for a better night. Today however I feel so different. We were supposed to spend the entire day together but he got called into work. Then my worrying got the best of me. What if he doesn't really like me? What if he's with another girl? What if he finds a better girl? I guess Matt hurt me even more than I thought. I now have trust issues which I... (more) http://aboutagirl.blogdrive.com/comments?id=351 http://aboutagirl.blogdrive.com/archive/350.html Tue, 22 Nov 2005 03:00:08 GMT Listening to: The Nurse Who Loved Me- A Perfect Circle Feeling: lazy Whats Going On: I was just at Justins for the afternoon but decided not to sleep over because I know dad would rather me be home while I'm in school. We didn't go to the gym as planned but I understand that Justin isn't feeling the greatest right now because him and Liz's relationship is still on the rocks. They argued a little bit in front of me which was très uncomfortable. I hope they can get things back on track. I started my new class today and it was so fucking boring. Its more like an independent... (more) http://aboutagirl.blogdrive.com/comments?id=350 http://aboutagirl.blogdrive.com/archive/349.html Sun, 20 Nov 2005 18:20:15 GMT Listening to: Last Call- Tragedy Ends Feeling: shocked Whats Going On: I just found out from Justin that him and Liz are officially on a break! It makes me sad cuz they are so perfect together. I really hope they can work through this. Hoo ray!!!! Liz changed her mind and they are back together. I am so relieved. They are soul mates. http://aboutagirl.blogdrive.com/comments?id=349 http://aboutagirl.blogdrive.com/archive/348.html Fri, 18 Nov 2005 00:25:09 GMT Listening to: Ciagro- System of a Down Feeling: depressed Whats Going On: Well it appears Adrian is still in fact "single and looking"....what a fucking jerk. He made moves on me then lies about not being ready for anything. He got his blowjob so it doesn't matter I guess. Fuck this and fuck him. Today was another boring day at school....I feel like talking to someone there about the fact that I am always struggling not to fall asleep and I know its cuz of my meds, that way I won't look as bad. And I've pretty much learned to sleep with my eyes open which is no help what so... (more) http://aboutagirl.blogdrive.com/comments?id=348 http://aboutagirl.blogdrive.com/archive/347.html Tue, 15 Nov 2005 21:05:39 GMT Listening to: Old School Hollywood- System of a Down Feeling: frozen Whats Going On: The house is absolutely freezing! Its miserable outside and I got soaked waiting for the bus after school. I get home fairly quickly tho which is nice. School is okay, I have to struggle to stay awake but I've made some new friends there so it makes the day go a little faster. It turns out I can pretty much wear whatever the fuck I want so I'm going to return a couple pairs of pants but I'm keeping all my shirts cuz they're so cute. I have to buy a couple books that I'll only be using for a... (more) http://aboutagirl.blogdrive.com/comments?id=347 http://aboutagirl.blogdrive.com/archive/346.html Mon, 14 Nov 2005 00:03:16 GMT Listening to: The Kennedy Curse- Alexisonfire Feeling: tired & depressed Whats Going On: Back home for the first time in about ten days and it was really hard to leave. I met Lisa at the mall and we spent a couple hours buying new clothes for school which was a real pain in the ass and was another reminder of how fat I'm getting. I'm so ashamed and embarassed. Hopefully with school I'll be able to go on a crash diet for a few weeks. So yeah school starts tomorrow morning at 8:30am which is lovely. I have yet to buy books or anything still. I'll just gather some shite before bed... (more) http://aboutagirl.blogdrive.com/comments?id=346 http://aboutagirl.blogdrive.com/archive/345.html Sat, 12 Nov 2005 21:56:46 GMT Listening to: Violent Pornography- System of a Down Feeling: crummy Whats Going On: I was feeling pretty shitty until I just got a call from Justin. I told him how I got fucked over by Adrian last night and he said he'd tell him off for me and he'd give me a big hug when I see him monday. After school we're going to denny's to pig out which made me happy. I love Justin and Liz. Them and Jayne are the best friends I have. So yeah about yesterday. Adrian was to come to nonna's with me so we could have sex. I was really excited and Antonio and Johnny cheered me on. So we... (more) http://aboutagirl.blogdrive.com/comments?id=345 http://aboutagirl.blogdrive.com/archive/344.html Fri, 11 Nov 2005 16:35:29 GMT Listening to: Closer- Nine Inch Nails Feeling: awesome Whats Going On: Last nites concert was so fucking amazing Nine Inch Nails put on an awesome show. The set looked cool and you could just tell Trent Reznor was putting his entire being into it. Everyone in the entire stadium sang Hurt, it was so beautiful. I don't know if it was from the lorazepam or the ppl smoking joints next to me and blowing it in my face, but I felt so beautiful and weightless and I had no inhibitions and just let the music take over. I want to find a place to be able to feel like that again. Queens of the... (more) http://aboutagirl.blogdrive.com/comments?id=344 http://aboutagirl.blogdrive.com/archive/343.html Thu, 10 Nov 2005 18:04:26 GMT Listening to: A Feel Good Hit of The Summer- Queens of the Stone Age Feeling: happy Whats Going On: I am very psyched for tonights show. Antonio got us seats on the floor which now leaves me with four tickets to get rid of. I hope I can sell them if not it will totally take away from the show because I will now be in debt $283 which fucking blows. But I'm still having the orgasms of anticipation lol. My date with Adrian went very well yesterday. At first I was panicing to Jayne on the phone cuz I thought I was being stood up but he was just a little late. We watched Saw 2... (more) http://aboutagirl.blogdrive.com/comments?id=343 http://aboutagirl.blogdrive.com/archive/342.html Sun, 06 Nov 2005 23:06:31 GMT Listening to: If We Don't Make It We'll Fake It- Death From Above 1979 Feeling: hung over Whats Going On: Feel in fairly bad shape today. I shouldn't have drank and taken so many of my lorazepam, it was a big crowd last nite. I had 3 shots of liquid coke, 2 long island ice teas, and 2 atomic drops but with a different name. But I had so much fun!!! Frazer was a no show once again but he had to go to the hospital cuz he hurt his shoulder at work. So hopefully next saturday he will grace us with his presence lol. Before we went to the Zem me, Johnny and Antonio saw Jarhead. Johnny and I... (more) http://aboutagirl.blogdrive.com/comments?id=342